Perhaps you feel you acquiesced, felt dominated, or didn't get to create what you set out to create.
Our biggest regrets in life are often for challenges we shied away from, not from the ones we embraced.
While avoidance is a great choice sometimes, typically it's simply because we don't know how to navigate a situation without feeling overwhelmed, in danger, or without a sense of control.
Only you can decide if avoiding the challenges of life is best for you.